Lime Gemini’s Triangle

I am surely crazy.. i freakin’ miss my best-friend. she is my twin, my sister, my enemy, my dearest girl friend. she is my baby puchi, and i miss the times that i am with her. we both are crazy, like chicken with no heads if we have fun.

Last night, i called her on her hand phone. It was afternoon in Philippines, she has work that time and she still wanted me to bother her. all i heard from her was giggling and laughing even at the front of her class. She even let me speak to one of her Korean student, which i don’t know what he is talking about. Me and her are inseparable. Our minds runs the same thing, even with different structure but the function is still same, asinine.

There are ups and downs in our relationship but other than that we are cool. In short, me and Angelique are normal, if not we will be stone with no emotion. However, i am happy for her and I’m proud that she is now a graduate in BS Nursing, and i cant wait for her to come here in America. I hope that if she will have a chance to work here, she would be destine in New York, with me. So that we will be together like before. hang outs, malling, camping, road trips, name it and we are down for it. “just clean fun though, no hocus pocus”.

the best bestfriends i ever had.

CONGRATULATOIN GRATUATE ‘08!

bestfriend, Louiella Angelique Infante, my ever dearest baby puchi angel, i love you too death… i will always be your bestfriend. congrats and I’m waiting for you here…

“taposa na imo nga board exam kag apas na di sa akon. LAYAW ta YA!”

Kanta sa sarili:

a one, a two, a treeeeee….

“happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday, happy birthday….

happy birthday to me…”

belated happy birthday to me.. yeppeee… 21 na ako! TAGAYAN NA!

dad, happy birthday rin nga pala, nakalimutan ko gemini ka rin pala. kaya nga parati tayo di magkasundo, pareho tayong may two faces.. haha..

“21 NA AKO!” yeah, yeah. Tomorrow i will be turning 21. Fully dalagita na me, but by age, not by looks and mind. still, im a baby, ” baby bubuot” or “baby damulag”. People didn’t see me as a 20 years old person but rather a high school kid, around fifteen or sixteen years old. Maybe that’s why i cant get a nice guy with the same my age or older than me. I’m always trapped in a situation where high school guys luring around me. “I JUST DON’T GET IT!” I don’t want to be accuse of child abuse or child molestation. DUH! that’s is insane. why would i hook up with a guy younger than me, you tell me.

Anyways, last time my dad asked me where would i go on my birthday. i gave him my options. so, i came up with…

• GO TO A STRIP CLUB! yepeee! my dad was just cracking out when he heard it. he even asked me if i will be one of the people who will put money on the strippers briefs. I said to him, “i won’t be the one who will put the money, but i will be the one who will strip the cloths they have on them”. that time, when i spoke to my dad, i was literally serious.

• TOUR IN EUROPE. i really want to go out the country. i really want to go to the Philippines but then the air-fair is too expensive and the money you’ll spend is worth it. seen i went already in Argentina by my self last 3 years ago, i was looking for the experience where no one is following you and no one is telling you where to go. i better drag my sister with me and let her experience the feeling of “freedom to explore”.

• BOOK AN OVERNIGHT STAY IN A HOTEL IN MANHATTAN, ALONE. i really want to be alone, away from home when ever i have my birthday. if i can’t escape the country i rather be in a place where i could enjoy myself, ALONE. every time i am bored i always go to Time Square. just strolling on the busy street, watching the tourist, their expression, the excitement. it is really a relief seeing them happy and satisfied on things they saw. sometimes i go watch Broadways, go watch movies. man, i really have fun in Manhattan all alone. if i would have someone with my it should be my sister. both of us are inseparable.

• ESCAPE TO CONNECTICUT. my sister and i plan to go to Connecticut. take the train in grand central and head straight to CT. we don’t know where we exactly are going. but the more innocent we are in a place, the more excitement we will have. “explore, explore…”

By the time i step into my world of adolescence. little by little i will gain my freedom. freedom to go where i want to go, freedom to do what i want to do, and own what i want to own. I’m a good daughter so, daddy don’t worry about me. i will take good care of myself as an adult. just let me explore this harsh world and let me fight my battle of responsibility. let me have my way for now, and if i can’t handle the pressure your eldest will still come to you and ask your help. coz right now, i want to learn from my mistakes, and i want to solve it on my expenses. and mom, i know we haven seen each other for almost 6 years. “i am already a lady, a grown up lady”. the last time you saw me, i was just 16 years old. now im 21, the stubborn daughter you always have is still a stubborn one. don’t worry i am still me. the ice, that you nurture and molded is still the adult ice. thanks mom for making me a good daughter and a good person. i really owe you everything that i am and everything that i became.

WELCOME 21!

I got this from sombody’s blog, Sai ying’s diary , and i just want to share with everyone. It’s cool that we could translate our own names into japanese.

For the instructions, add your name on the list and simply spell out your name using the given Japanese letter- translations below. Tag six of your friends and inform them of the tag. Have fun.

TRANSLATION:

A - ka G - ji M - rin S - ari Y - fu

B - tu H - ri N - to T - chi Z - zi

C - mi I - ki O - mo U - do

D - te J - zu P - no V - ru

E - ku K - me Q - ke W - mei

F - lu L - ta R - shi X - na

1. ice- kimiku, sounds very japanese.

my wanteds: Ate jen, Kuya Maldito, DaLe, Ate Banana, Kuya Azarel, & Ate Kengkay.

I got some video clip from friends and i think instead of sending it to my other friends via email, i rather post these in my blog to share to everyone.

The links:

• You & Me Between The Sheet — This is quite good. if you feel it then you will fell to it.
• What Religion Is Your Bra? — i didn’t know after seeing this clip that there are 4 types of bra aside from the cup size and the thorasic cercumfirence size.
• HOT WET T-Shirt -you’ll see the hotness!
• One BOOB Too Many — what happen to the excesse one?
• Shocking Wedding Dance– This must see. nice beggining and nice ending.
• Ass Or Elbow?– Do you know your as from your elbow? Try this out.
• My Husband, The A-Hole– watch out for the “knock, knock”.

pretty much it!

two sister’s. one is good and one is evil.

the one who is good has a “angelique” theme- blue and white that links with clouds and the sky.

the evil one is “punk-ish” theme- black and red which replresents the fire and the darkness.

It was last night when things went wrong but I’m glad it did. My sister was in my room and she sang along with the song that I played.

The first time i got my guitar, my sister cannot stand and understand the songs that i am playing but then here she is now, sang the song with feelings, with matching closed eyes. Four months already passed by since I’ve been practicing the guitar that I bought to myself last December, as a christmas gift, of course. It has been a while since I had learned to play it yet on and off, but when i got my guitar, i had practice it religiously. I mean, not a day i haven’t held that thing. Everyday, my tiny fingers are all sored, and thick skin, callous, is visible on its tip. “poor tiny ones, it must have been hard for this itty-bitty fingers pressing these six strings, and reaching those far away frets”.

• we sing as a duet.
• we record the song that we are playingand singing.
• we record a video and post it in YouTube.
• we will practice more: me, in guitar and her in piano.

After hearing all those stuff, I was like. “do you mean it?” squinting my eyes, then she only answered me, “damn yeah”.

well, now i am pushed to practice more and play more guitar. i just felt pity in on my fingers. they don’t look like a girls finger tips anymore. more like a guy. just the FINGER TIPS, OK! NOT THE WHOLE HANDS, JUST FINGER, PHALANGES OR DIGITALIS.

We are now looking for a cool songs that we could play together. We found some like, Grow Old With You by Adam Sandler, taken from the movie “The Wedding Singer”, and Love by Matt White. Those are the songs with cool melodies which we are practicing right now. I hope things will come smoothly.

My eyes are hurt, and it is so puffy. It is my dad’s fault of why my eyes are like this. Pina iyak nya ako! Ng argue kami kanina and it’s all about the money I sent my mom for my little sister’s tuition.

He told me that I hurt him raw. Kasi di nga raw kami gumagastos sa bahay then we send money pa in the philippines. Tumutulong nga lng raw kami sa mommy namin pero di raw sa kanya. Eh, ngtaasan na ng boses, I let him finish his issue, and paulit ulit na lang niya sinasabi na hurt sya sa ginawa ko. Jealous na jealous sya na isang salita lng ng mom ko raw, bumibigay na ako. Eh ako na man, umiiyak from holding my anger and voice. Every time my dad pops up a word. I really wanted to interfer him and speak for my behalf. He also added that my mom’s family can sustain the needs of my little sister. I was just thinking “what about me, am I not my mom’s family? Eh anak nya ako and I’m the oldest.” Sabi nya pa, hindi ko raw responsibilidad na mg padala ng pera. Pero “can I just ignore my mom when I know that they need it badly?” I don’t want to be a bad daughter, especialy in my situation right now that both have their own seperate lives. Was it my fault that I was born in this crazy situation. “Hindi!” I didn’t intend to choose on what side I will support. Because I will support no one but myself.

Nang natapos sya sa kadadakdadk. sabi ko sa kanay…

“Di nga kami gumagastos sa loob ng bahay. Pero wasn’t it enough pa ba ung mga treats na binibigay namin sa inyo? Kahit di nga kami ngbibigay ng pera pang tulong sa gastosin sa bahay, eh kahit papaano we also pay the restaurant bills, the tips, and we even quality time we spent when ever we have time to bond with the family. Wasn’t it enough, yet? Eh sa mom ko which is in the philippines, I can’t give her quality time coz malayo ako sa kanya, tulong sa gastusin nila doon is the only way I could do in not ignoring my mom. One thing, I even started to pay my own school tuition because nahihiya na ako sa inyo na kayo pa ang ng babayad kahit alam ko na marami na kayong binabayaran. That’s why I take that responsibility. Even it is hard to go to school and work at he same time, I try to handle it. Even sometimes I just want to stay home and have a family bonding yet I have to work so that I could pay my tuition. Inaako ko na nga ung responsibilidad sa aking sarili regarding finance that I have.”

I really thought that he sees what I am doing to compensiate him. Na tumutulong rin ako. That I don’t have any favoritism between my parents. Eto nga I am planning pa nga to buy a full spa gift certificate for his birthday and for this coming fathers day. What do you think, am I a bad daughter?

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