I’m sorry po sa mga readers ko
. It looks like my recent post are all about love and depression. As you all notice I’m so lonely. I’m back being single again.
“Yes that’s right! I don’t have boyfriend, we cut our bounds from each other and its final”
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“Wala na pong taong aaligid aligid sa akin and mag tatanong kung ano na nang yari sa buhay ko kapag wala sila. isa pa wala na ring taong mag-seselos sa pakikipag usap ko sa mga kaibigan ko with opposite sex.”
Well its not really an intention to break up with him. We just let our destiny plan for what it has for the both of us. It is so hard being in a long distance relationship. I think not coping up with the responsibility is the major thing that makes all things worse. I don’t want him to be feel like I’m choking him. I want him naman to be happy. I’m not a selfish person, why will i let myself put on ease knowing that in everything I’m doing hurts him so bad.I would have been a bad person if that will happen. At times nga, I’am having a conversation with myself. But don’t make me wrong. Hindi pa po ako loka-loka. Ay! My bad, hindi pala ako loka-loka. I’m just making myself clear.
Maybe you may think that a have a plans to become retarded. Hindi po ha! straight po yong pag-iisip ko.
Even-though things ends up like this, I’m so happy because I was able to love somebody, unconditionally
. Even until now I still love him but kailangan nang mag move on, mag bago ng buhay.
“Pag-dating ng umaga may liwanang na kay ganda”, naks naman. Ayoko na ang korny ko na! hehehe!.
And for my sister who always checking up my entries, I’m sorry for making you depress. I know boring na entries ko. But thanks for informing me, though. You are also my reader and my critic.
Sige po sa uulitin, I’ll post some interesting non-sense entries. Thanks for reading and hope you enjoy my non-sense post
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July 17, 2007 at 12:26 pm
that is right MOVE ON!
July 17, 2007 at 11:37 pm
pero you know, most of the times, pain is a great muse. lots of work of arts are made when the artist’s in a depressed mood.
di ba mas maganda at mas sikat ang mga sad, heartbroken type of music?
just write what you feel, you dont have to apologize.
i like what you wrote