I saw this tag from my tag surfer so just copy it. The game is to bold the entire sentence and number if you ever had this or did this before..

so here i go!

01. Bought everyone in the bar a drink

02. Swam with dolphins

03. Climbed a mountain

04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive

05. Been inside the Great Pyramid

06. Held a tarantula

07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone ( i wish i could)

08. Said “I love you” and meant it (i always do, i won’t say i love you if i don’t)

09. Hugged a tree

10. Bungee jumped

11. Visited Paris

12. Watched a lightning storm at sea

13. Stayed up all night long and saw the sun rise (that was an unforgettable moment, but now that was all nightmare, just forgive and forget)

14. Seen the Northern Lights

15. Gone to a huge sports game

16. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa

17. Grown and eaten your own vegetables (every summer we grow tomatoes and eggplant in out backyard)

18. Touched an iceberg

19. Slept under the stars

20. Changed a baby’s diaper (I used to have baby cousins to take care. i love them)

21. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon

22. Watched a meteor shower

23. Gotten Drunk on champagne (my dad gave me champagne until i fell drunk, yet he didn’t know, i can’t tolerate alcohol.)

24. Given more than you can afford to charity (went home with an empty pocket)

25. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope

26. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment (hehe.. and you sometimes felt like peeing on you pants.)

27. Had a food fight

28. Bet on a winning horse

29. Asked out a stranger

30. Had a snowball fight

31. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can (hell yeah, cheering, well yelling for my team, instead of cheering)

32. Held a lamb (not just held, but also i experienced being chased but it too.)

33. Seen a total eclipse

34. Ridden a roller coaster (Florida, Hulk)

35. Hit a home run (yeah.. i was sophomore and our opponent are the juniors high.)

36. Danced like a fool and didn’t care who was looking

37. Adopted an accent for an entire day

38. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment

39. Had two hard drives for your computer

40. Visited all 50 states (not yet but i have plans)

41. Taken care of someone who was drunk ( yeah, my ex, he was heavy good thing my aunt helped me.)

42. Had amazing friends (i always have amazing friends)

43. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country (in Argentina, tango baby)

44. Watched whales

45. Stolen a sign

46. Backpacked in Europe

47. Taken a road-trip

48. Gone rock climbing

49. Taken a midnight walk on the beach (in boracay, philippines. it’s so nice there.)

50. Gone sky diving

51. Visited Ireland

52. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love. (yeah, i was 13 years old, with my 1st love/bf.)

53. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them (yeah, they were friendly. there is no table available)

54. Visited Japan

55. Milked a cow

56. Alphabetized your CDs

57. Pretended to be a superhero

58. Sung karaoke (we have it at home!)

59. Lounged around in bed all day (if my dad i not home then i do that)

60. Played touch football

61. Gone scuba diving

62. Kissed in the rain (to whom?)

63. Played in the mud

64. Played in the rain

65. Gone to a drive-in theater

66. Visited the Great Wall of China

67. Started a business

68. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken

69. Toured ancient sites (in Shakespeare hometown.)

70. Taken a martial arts class (arnis, it compose of two stick on each hands)
71. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight

72. Gotten married

73. Been in a movie

74. Crashed a party

75. Gotten divorced

76. Gone without food for 5 days

77. Made cookies from scratch (i love food experiments, i ones baked one. its in this blog too.)

78. Won first prize in a costume contest (i guess its a costume contest and i have to impersonate the person.. I’m the best impersonator of Ms. Emelda Marcus.)

79. Ridden a gondola in Venice

80. Gotten a tattoo (temporary one, or henna tattoo)

81. Rafted the Snake River

82. Been on a television news program as an “expert”

83. Gotten flowers for no reason (when i was in highschool and until now i don’t know who was the sender)

84. Performed on stage (Many times again, especially in singing competitions)

85. Been to Las Vegas

86. Recorded music (my dad recorded me while i was singing in the kereoke and he even put it in a CD with out my knowledge.)

87. Eaten shark

88. Kissed on the first date ( that’s a no no no)

89. Gone to Thailand

90. Bought a house (almost there)

91. Been in a combat zone

92. Buried one/both of your parents

93. Been on a cruise ship

94. Spoken more than one language fluently (illonggo baby)

95. Performed in Rocky Horror

96. Raised children (i’m raising my baby sister financilally, who is in the philippines)

97. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour

98. Passed out cold

99. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country (trisikad/padyak)

100. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over

101. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge

102. Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking with the windows open

103. Had plastic surgery

104. Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived (car accident, i was horrified coz i was at the front seat)

105. Wrote articles for a large publication

106. Lost over 100 pounds

107. Held someone while they were having a flashback

108. Piloted an airplane

109. Touched a stingray

110. Broken someone’s heart (sorry)

111. Helped an animal give birth ( my pet dog. she was so young when she had her 1st baby. she was about to delever it yet she acn’t get it out so we tried to help her pull it out. i was crying)

112. Won money on a TV game show

113. Broken a bone (always when i was in the volleyball team)

114. Gone on an African photo safari

115. Had a facial part pierced other than your ears

116. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol (when i was in an army training in highschool, my comandadant let us hold and fired a pistol.but i already handled a rifle and M16, not firing them.)

117. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild

118. Ridden a horse

119. Had surgery (just minor)

120. Had a snake as a pet

121. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon

122. Slept for 30 hours in a 48 hour period

123. Visited more foreign countries (philippines, united kindom, korea, china, taiwan, canada, argentina, uruguay, chille, paraguay, bolivia, barazil,)

124. Visited all 7 continents

125. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days

126. Eaten kangaroo meat

127. Eaten sushi

128. Had your picture in the newspaper(yeah.. in Argentinian news paper, through Volleyball)

129. Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about

130. Gone back to school

131. Parasailed

132. Touched a cockroach (Unknowingly)

133. Eaten fried green tomatoes

134. Read The Iliad and The Odyssey

135. Selected one “important” author who you missed in school, and read

136. Killed and prepared an animal for eating (chicken, duck and fish!)

137. Skipped all your school reunions (since i am here in United States, apparently yes)

138. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language (use body language)

139. Been elected to public office

140. Written your own computer language

141. Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream (It’s an awesome feeling)

142. Had to put someone you love into hospice care

143. Built your own PC from parts

144. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you

145. Had a booth at a street fair (my grandma used to have it, and so i helped)

146. Dyed your hair

147. Been a DJ

148. Shaved your head

149. Caused a car accident

150. Saved someone’s life(many times.. my patients… )

now my tag:
Ate apple , chaotixfusion, Ate Jen, PotPot, Ate Banana,Ate Kengkay, Azrael

this is a long tag, i know.. but just bold it!

How flattering it is to be nominated as Pinoy Blog of the Week, week 135.

Actually i don’t really know who was the one who nominated my blog as a PBW, week 135, but i have to thank him for nominating my blog. Whoever you are, thank you for being so good to me. Ok, in tagalog, (I have to practice this).

“Maraming maraming salamat po sa pagbigay pansin sa blog kong ito. Hindi ko po inaakalang napuna ninyo ang mga nilalathala nang utak kong ito. Sana po nasiyahan kayo sa pagbabasa and may natutunan po kayo.” (spent 20 minutes in constructing this paragraph, literally)

First, I really not intended to make my blog with sense however, I’m really happy that I bring entertainment and fun to all my readers. Eventhough this blog is full of my personal stuff and experiences, hope that most of my readers learned from it somehow, and hope that my blog is helpful too.

On the other hand, in some manner, i don’t know most of  my readers and if my entries are worth reading for coz i don’t have that much comments. Yet, i still freely write because whoever is out there might click my site and read it randomly. Especially, this blog a part of my life. It clings as my personality. “This blog is ME”.

To vote you should go to this website, http://salaswildthoughts.blogspot.com/ and i know it is so hard to find the poll where to vote, because even I i had difficulty to find it too. Just make this image as a clue of where the poll is located.

Thank you..

I was an NOVA (Negros Occidental Volleyball Association) athlete, since i was 10 years old. Back in my childhood years, as an athlete, we were always taking our oath in the opening of the volleyball competition.  A representative from our team or from the senior team has to read the oath taking speech, and we had to follow after his words.

I, state your name, will play sportsmanship…… blah blah blah…..

… but i always went

“I, STICKER NAME, will play sportsmanship…… blah blah blah…….

who would know that it was “state you name” not “sticker name” i was only a little kid back then.

now, it’s you turn to state you name.. take note, STATE YOUR NAME, not sticker name..don’t be dumb as me like i used to be.

“I, state you name, who happen to pass by this blog. I… blah blah blah…” then you could put whatever you  wanna say in your second or in your third sentence, or your paragraph. it should be a first person type of speech and it should describes you. It doesn’t really need to state you full name, alias, is fine. just address it to yourself. Make your mark people..

I went to fetch my sister at here graphic school in Manhattan and while we were walking, crossing the street, I saw a familiar face. It looks like Raymond Gutierrez but i was like there is no way that i will see him here. So i told my sister that i saw a Chinese looking guy who happen to look like the Gutierrez twins. And my sister bent backward and she gave me this shocking expression.

“it’s Ann Curtis”. That’s all she said. Back in high school her classmates always compared her to Ann. so she was like, “that how i resemble to her?”..

me and my sister were keep on staring on them, we wanna go help and talk to them because they seemed to be lost. They were asking for direction to the bus tour flayer guy however, hesitation still remains because they are celebrities.

We continued walking, two more blocks, and making glimpse at them until we saw some Filipino guy came up and took picture of them. we stared at each other and we both pace up towards them.

Dale (sister): are you Ann Curtis and Raymond?

Ann & Raymond: Yeah.

Dale: can we take picture with you guys?

Ann & Raymond: sure

and so we took a picture with them.

after taking picture with them, four of us talked while walking the same direction, like about two block. We asked them how they been, how long they had been here in New York, and how long they will stay. they said they are in vacation and they just got here a while and they are going back to the Philippines soon.

We want to help them locate the location of the tour bus but me and mys sister was kind of hungry, and Ann and Raymond are worried that the tour bus might leave them. if they were not in a hurry we want to invite them to have lunch with us. But we have to go to our separate ways..  We are so luck that we saw and meet them out from the blue.

Before reaching the end of 2008, I was wondering why most of the people who are close and dearly to me pass a way so sudden. These people that i am mentioning are my patients at work which are like mother and father to me, one of my bestfriend, and my dearest uncle.

My uncle, JUNDY JICK GRUPE JAUOD, is a former Philippine Swimmer-Athlete, garner a title free-style champion in East Asian Game. He is a veteran swimming coach in bacolod city and handles potential swimmer champs. He is a jolly, kind, and funny person. He is a good father to his daughter, and good brother to his 4 brothers, and a comedian uncle for all of us, his nephews and nieces.

However, things turned upside-down when he was diagnosed with lung cancer, and it was already stage four. And this cancer cells had already metastasized through out his brain. My dad really did his best to keep my uncle alive and back onto his feet, through moral and financial support. My dad once went back to the Philippines to manage my uncles medical finances and status. That was around last September, and spent 2 weeks there. Uncle Jundy went to serious treatment, and aside from that his brothers even putted him in a herbal treatment which made him even feeling better, and be able to walk again. Before my dad came back home here in New York, Uncle Jundy’s health was already in progress. He was dancing a bit, he has smile on his face, and he even try to make joke.

My dad was always making contact with them, and tried to get the prognosis of uncles condition. Every one was happy when the cancer cells went away. I mean with those medical and herbal treatments that they were doing with him, thank goodness he survived between life and death which caused by this parasite, cancer.

Everybody in the family was already stable thinking that uncle survive the stage four cancer, yet he is still under treatment just to follow up and make sure the cancer cell won’t appear again.

When they went back to Bacolod, Tatay, my Grandfather, notice a slightly difference on uncles feet. The size of it was uneven. They went to River Side Hospital to consult the matter, and the doctors confirmed that he had a embolism. This embolism caused edema to his leg. The doctor prescribe an embolism stockings to minimized the edema and to prevent the emblolus to freely flow into the circulartory system. We ordered the embolism stockings in Manila because they don’t have stock in bacolod. Week past by and there is no package came.

The doctors even put him into blood thinning to break up the coagulation of thrombosis in his vain. The process was successful, his leg return to its normal size. However, he was complaining about respiratory difficulty. Once again, he went back to the hospital to be checked up. the doctors finding was the blood clot was dislodged in the vain and was freely flowing through out his circulatory. they even gave us option to put a filter into his vena cava to filtrate that thrombosis.

As a relative, i really don’t like the way those doctor’s treating my uncle. They didn’t apply precaution before hand. They didn’t think that this blood clot might dislodge from its post instead of thinning it. They should thought about putting filter first into my uncles vena cava before putting him to blood thinning. I know that they are doing their best to heal my uncle but they just lack of analytical perception of the situation. And now my uncle is already dead and that freaking embolism stocking still didn’t came.

My uncle didn’t die in stage four cancer but in blood clot dislodge. That said thrombosis went to his heart or lungs that cause another blockage.

Jundy Jick Jauod, died November 10, 2008, ten days before his 44th Birthday, around 4 o’clock in the morning in River Side Hospital in Bacolod City. His belonging lies at Rolling Hills Funeral Home. The burial is going to be at the 18th or the 19th of November.

I really wish that i could go back home for the burial. The last time i saw him was 2004 and see him for the last time.

May you rest in peace tito nonoy (jundy)..

We all love you and hope to meet you again in God’s will.

It’s November 4th, have you voted yet?

Just a reminder to all that this is the day that could change our nation in to a better one. It’s time for us to vote for the leader of our country. It is the time to speak up and raise our voice to the nations national election. Our vote make big difference to everyone in our country. This election is important to our self, to our love ones, to the next generation, and to the next next generation.

Don’t just sit in your house and let your friends or the people vote for you. You vote is precious to all, especially for the kids.

Vote for the one whom you think is more likely bring up the economy into its better disposition.

“VOTE!”

I just don’t feel like blogging anything, yet i am now way far from updating my blog. However, i got tons of things in my mind to talk it all out. I’m just so lazy to point it one by one. Like seeing Ann Curtis and Raymond Gutierrez in Manhattan three days ago, my new phone, the things that happen yesterday about the “follow what i say but don’t follow what i do” , dad’s thing, and my plans for next year.

“sorry, im just not in the mood of blogging it at moment, yet promise i will blog it out next time!”

and oh yeah! we are now currently observing the fall daylight time saving. the time goes back an hour. so, i still got an hour more of sleep compare to the summer time daylight time saving. now i could wake up early with no hesitation, and not being a lazy ass every morning.

Hi guys! just an update.

I just recently signed up in this cool social community site called PLURK.com. I saw this link from my very lovable ate JEN a.k.a. burinj, my big sister here in web especially in WordPress Blog. I met cool people, which i became friend with, and they are also ilonggo’s, (ate joy, ate apple, etc…), like me.

HERE IS MY PLURK PAGE

My first impression in plurk was it looks like twitter and acts like twitter. You post your short journal update of what you are doing, and at the same time you could reply to other plurks. However, plurk gets you organize, and follow your specific post, and your friends reply on that said specific post in one page. Yes, it is really organize but I don’t know if i said it right, just bare with me. Addition to that, not only you and one of your friend could converse to each other but also your other friends that received your post could see or join the conversation.

What is plurk? Plurk is a “free” social networking and mini phrases blogging where you can put your short messages online in 140 length characters. It’s timeline is arrange according in chronological order updates. Means, it will be easy to identity the time of the posts received, and “it’ is really organize, SERIOUSLY.

Plurk was lunched just this May 2008. It’s is still a baby social network, if we call it. The population is getting bigger and bigger, and happier and happier! Was it that great!?

Etymology of Plurk.  Developers said the abbreviation came from the word “people” and “lurk”, the portmanteau is from “play” and “work”, and the acronym, which i personally love it, came from “peace”, “love”, “unity”, “respect”, and “karma, PLURK.

Plurks features. Plurk has its horizontal timeline, which i though is look like a global timeline, that’s a plus. Plurkers can post their very own message “qualifiers” (e.g. like, feels, wants, etc…). Aside from that, they also have this message qualifiers that said “share” which allows you to share your own video, picture, and other media.

Plurk also have group conversation between friends and supports emotional icons usage. Moreover, customization of your plurky page is also allowed by using CSS codes, which i already played.. Language preferences are also one of the great feature of this site, it supports and translates over 20 languages.

The very exiting part of plurk is the KARMA. When ever you hear karma, you’ll automatically think bad happen or a jinx. However, karma in plurk is a good thing. Karma is your grade in using plurk. The higher karma you have the more features you gain such as the logo, the emotional icons, etc…

plurk believes to be the rival of twitter, which i also have. but what every it is, both sites are fun, and social interaction is present, that’s what matter most.

SO, JOIN THE FUN. JOIN THE PLURKISTA!

source: wikipedia.org

It’s Sunday and I don’t have work today. Usually I always work every weekend. I was hired at my job as a part-time/on call weekend floater. However, I demand that I have to have a weekend off, hence that i have school Monday through Thursday and the only days that i work are only Friday, Saturday and Sunday. I better have a day off even just one or two Sunday in a month, or else i would be so miserable to have a rest from my busy schedule.

Back to my topic. Today, I woke up really late, about 12 noon. If my dad didn’t call us out of who turn on the television at the kitchen, I might be sleeping till God knows when. I was busy in my amazing dream of monsters running after me, and the appearance of my ex. How would he be in my dream? I had never, ever, ever, think of him, and why he just pop out in my dream this earlier.

Ok. The cookies. I just felt like baking, so i went to my sister’s room and asked her if she wants some cookies, and said yes. Without knowledge of what kind of cookie I would bake, I told my sister to prepare the flour, butter, and sugar. And as for me, I went to my computer and search of what kind of cookie should i bake. I found some good cookies at allrecipes.com.The one that really put me mouth watery is the butter cookie.

BUTTER COOKIE RECEPIE

you will need the following:

6 cup all purpose flour

(i made mine 2 and a half, coz not alot of people in house loves sweets only me and my sister)

3 teaspoons baking powder

(i dont have baking powder and so, i put half teaspoon yeats powder instead.)

1 teaspoon salt

(mine, i had half of teaspoon.)

2 cup white sugar

(I put one-half of splenda. splenda sugar is already sweet even you put little of it.)

2 cup butter or margarine

(mine, one cup butter)

2 eggs

6 table spoon cream

(i put that small can of nestle table cream, whole can.)

2 teaspoon vanilla extract

(i don’t have this..)

How to make butter cookie “my way”. Me and my sister’s way:
*put the flour, sugar, salt, butter, melted yeast, cream, and egg, in one big bowl.
*mix it thoroughly until it is like thick paste. (preferable mixed it with beater mixer, your hand will be so ouchy from manual mixing with spatula.)
*when it is already like paste, put the mixture in a clean Ziploc bag. this will be your alternative for icing bag.
*pre-heat the oven about 400 degrees
*grease the pan with butter or margarine.
*squeze the mixture from your ziploc bag, form shapes you like. make sure not to make the cookie mixture thick. about 10 cm thick is good. If not the inside of your cookie will not be cooked.
*put your tray with your cookie in the oven, leave it for about 10- 15 minutes. if you think that the cookie is not yet bake thoroughly, leave it 5-10 minutes more.

This is my 1st home made cookie.

Walla!

That’s my question, why baby, why?

I received a text message from him this afternoon when i was at the library doing my Laboratory Report in Chemistry.  ” where are you? give me a call, ‘I m in Iloilo…” I was puzzled out, ILOILO!!!. What is he doing there?

A pinching ache accumulates deep in my chest. So, i gave him a call immediately.

“baby, what the heck are you doing in Iloilo?!” For cried out loud. I can’t believed that he is laterally in Iloilo. I could hear the rooster in the background sound. I was so astonished that this man, who always calls me and tells me where and what he is doing just left without a call or a text. And now he is telling that he will be away not until the first week of next month.

Iloilo is one of the Visayans province in the Philippines. It is where he was born. I don’t even know which part of iloilo exactly he is right now, but I hope that he will take care of his self, especially in Manila. That guy doesn’t even understand Tagalog nor speak it. Yet, I guess he will survive, he is a person that does the impossible and has its own creativity in life. He’ll make his way, unless this guy will get crazy into is being self centered state.

Back to my chisims (gossip). I was about to cry hearing his voice then i broke out “baby, why are you there in iloilo? why did you left me without a note? why did you even went there without seeing me first? We haven’t seen each other yet for almost a year and you’ll be away for a month?” I was shedding tears already then he said to me, “was it almost a year?”. I began laughing yet crying I, that was so disappointing, really disappointing. I shrug myself, taking my mind off from missing him, and clear the tears away.

Who am I to him? We don’t even “DATE”, we just went out and watch movie together, “in his opinion”. We exchange “I love you’s”  but he is not my boyfriend. He calls me in the middle of the night just to listen to my voice as his lullaby and sleeps without hanging the phone up, leaving the it on until 4 hours. He is always there in times when I’m upset. He even told me what guys are which mirrored his personality. He always tells me to keep away from guys, and if he caught me with a guys or heard that I date a guy, I’ll be in great trouble. What am I really to him? He’s action is like a boyfriend. I’m so confuse.

I personally told him that I love him and even he don’t love me back, I’m OK with it. Loving him makes my life easy. I don’t look for boyfriend to express my love with yet time to time I looking for it, too. It also made me feel I’m free from doing what I want. No one is at my back telling me, don’t do this, don’t do that. I can’t say I’m a martyr girl because I let myself love him without return. A lot of friends especially guy friends loves me. I am already overwhelmed by my friends love that’s why I am sparing my exists love to this jerk. This is my way to survive the so called love temptations.

The love I felt from him is passionate but I cannot say that this is true love because I only felt that true love, deeply, madly in love once in my whole life, and that was my 1st love. However, I don’t believe in the saying “first love never dies” because for me it is already dead.

Anyhow, I just wish him a safe trip back here in New York and I hope to see him before the end of this year. Because I will hug him and kiss him to death, even if he shake me off, I don’t care!!. LoL.

Baby, I just simply love and miss you.

I just fell from the sink to the floor like 30 minutes ago. Yeah, i mean sink in the bathroom, and that sink was about my waist high. Imagine that, falling on your back,  feet high in the air, and looking silly like a turtle trying to get back unto her feet.

I don’t know why in first place i sat on that sink. However,I always have this guts to sit at the counter top of my bathroom sink while looking at my ugly face at the mirror. That was the first fall I had in my own bathroom, and from the sinkI I haven’t yet fell from the bathroom aside from the bathtub (lol).

The sequence. I was just getting ready for the night, so i took a shower, blah blah blah, and after that I washed my face by the sink. I was just putting moisturizer on my face when i suddenly though about sitting at the counter top of the sinks. What a brilliant idea! This way, i won’t force myself to do tiptoe while applying some moisturizer, right?! When I was setting myself on it, i wasn’t aware that I was at the edge of the counter top. Then suddenly I was, “oh-oho” then i realized i was at the verge of falling down. Man! my position is like I’m about to do back flip yet I didn’t have a chance to flip over completely, and so, I landed on my back. When I was falling, I felt like I’m taking 2mins of fall. Adrenaline rush came over me, and the moment is like a slow motion. I clearly recall everything im thinking that time and what i didt while I was falling. First, I tried to reach anything to grip on while i was falling. Second, I stretched my arm. Third, my elbow landed on the metal hamper hanging by the wall of the bathroom. Thanks with that acrobatic stunt, i got a big boo boo at my left elbow. I don’t know when will this Ecchymoses will fade away because it really hurt that much. But good thing it didn’t bang my humerus bone, or else I’ll cry and laugh at the same time.

I don’t know if my fall create a loud sound but my dad reacted out from nowhere and yelled “what’s happening there?” and I yelled back “nothing, something just fell” then i whispered to myself ” it is I, who fell”.

Remembering the fact that I was happy this earlier- I was happy because I cut my own hair short, about shoulder length, by myself after i got home from work, and happy because I had my doctor’s note for my job for a  2 days sick leave. (yeepeee!!! bed rest for 2 days!)I guess, happiness always have sadness . I don’t know whenever i am happy then sadness comes afterward.

Tomorrow I’ll have a examination of myself whether an after effect bruises appears. I am feeling that right now, it is not only my back which is hurting now, i can feel my shoulder numbing. I’ll better take this body rest but for the mean time. I have two words to say to you my dearest reader. “THANK YOU”. Thank you for reading my crazy entries. I hope I entertain you through my wierdest world. “SALAMAT PO SA INYO. AY LAB YU!”

This is a reply post for Ate Jen a.k.a. burinj, especially the picture. I made it especially for her.
A lot of guys are all concern about what is under the girls skirt, and how big is it up the chest. But they always missed what is really inside of it and how big is it. I’m talking about what guys missed is the love, and how much the girls loves them.

It could also be vice versa. Who knows but just be aware.

Is there any chance that love could go on his own way and lust could go on the other direction? Why they are always “partners in crime”? One always comes with the other. hmmp! Like color black and white, sweet and sour, Hansel and Gretel, beauty and the beast, Ernie and Bert, especially me and my sister. We are different person with different personality but when our forces are combined the house atmosphere is like a jungle, noisy, like cats and dogs, and tom and jerry. lol

But me and my sister love the presence of each other because day won’t be complete without sister interaction. bow!

Last night was my roughly struggled night. I can’t sleep well because when ever i lay down the bed, it felt like I’m losing air to breath. I was on my bed, curling up my knees to my chest, crying, thinking about what should i do. Because aside from having hard time to breath i was also feeling cold, and having fever.

I can’t stop my tears from keeping falling down my cheeks. I was crying because i really don’t know what to do. I don’t know what medicine should i take. I was thinking about what other remedies that i could do just have a good night sleep. Until i remember my mom that used to take care of me when i had severly asthma. My mom was always there 24/7 to monitor my progression. Where i always feel my mom’s love when she is taking care of me. Unlike my dad he told me earlier that night that if I am sick don’t live long, just die. I was thinking was he really concern of me? Then i talked back to him,

” sure i will be dead before you knew it and if i die, just pay my coffin, and don’t cry on my burial“.

If I were to ask you, was was my dad reaction to what i am feeling right now nice to say to me as his daughter? That is why last night i wish my mom is here with me. Telling me what to do or just my mom is convenient to reach. She is in the Philippines and I’m here in America.

That is what i am always telling my friends, that America is not a place for leisure instead it is a place of depression and stress. They always find America as a land of free. well yeah land of free if you work hard and earn a lot to have your freedom. But here everything is yours. You cannot relay to anyone, even though from you family. It is a survival thing that you always have to do to live in this stressful life.

I feel kind of ok now. Luckily i remember the medicines that my mom mailed to me this year. I drank the biogesic tablet to lessen my body temperature, and for sleeping, i tried to manage to elevate my head up. little by little i fall asleep. Then here i am now, still sick, moderate breathing. but still kicking.

I am looking forward for my doctors check-up on Friday night at 7pm. And yeah, I am still on my own, I have to go by myself to that doctors place through public transportation. and i don’t know till when the check-up will be over, and i have to go home by myself too, after wards.

Good Luck to me.

Yes, you read it right!. The movie Twilight is showing more early than it’s original showing schedule. So instead of waiting for December 08, now we will be able to see it this coming November 21.  Isn’t that great!

I have been waiting this movie since last year. I love the story, it is so intimate, and the passion of love really binds the two main characters with perfect chemistry of a vampire-human love romance. From the first day i read the Twilight Book of Stephanie Meyer, every night i can’t stop thinking about what is happening in the story and what will happen on the next chapter.  Sometime I was wondering if vampire really exist. If vampire really are romantic, and charming. Sometime is even, dreamed about what i had read or sometimes dreaming of having a vampire boyfriend.

Stephanie Meyers books is really my obsession after reading the Twilight. I read the New Moon, Eclipse constantly, like after i know that im already running out of pages to read, i automatically for to the boolstore are puchase the next book. At first, I do not read that much but since then, i always have the book with me, and whenever i had a chance to read it i litereally grabed that moment. I even wrote a sequelle of it in fanfiction but never had a chance to finish it due to so much personal stuff to do. Last month, I bought the fourth book Breaking Dawn, where i is really interesting. Bella and Edward got married ,and they are having a baby, but the story dosen’t there yet. There are still a lot of interesting things happen in the story, so what are you waiting for? Own a Breaking Dawn Book.  It is a worth reading for.

Oh yeah, the Official Single  of the movie Twilight is “DECODE” from the one of the most popular band now a day The Paramore. Where the female vocalist, Hayley Williams, is a very big fan of the book.

I personally love the single. It really suite the movie. I can’t wait for November 21st. I’ll be on the line or i’ll buy the ticket a week before if i could.

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