R.I.P. Uncle Jundy

Before reaching the end of 2008, I was wondering why most of the people who are close and dearly to me pass a way so sudden. These people that i am mentioning are my patients at work which are like mother and father to me, one of my bestfriend, and my dearest uncle.

My uncle, JUNDY JICK GRUPE JAUOD, is a former Philippine Swimmer-Athlete who represent the Philippines in back-stroke category in South East Asian Game. He is a veteran swimming coach in bacolod city and handles potential swimmer champs. He is a jolly, kind, and funny person. He is a good father to his daughter, and good brother to his 4 brothers, and a comedian uncle for all of us, his nephews and nieces.

However, things turned upside-down when he was diagnosed with lung cancer, and it was already stage four. And this cancer cells had already metastasized through out his brain. My dad really did his best to keep my uncle alive and back onto his feet, through moral and financial support. My dad once went back to the Philippines to manage my uncles medical finances and status. That was around last September, and spent 2 weeks there. Uncle Jundy went to serious treatment, and aside from that his brothers even putted him in a herbal treatment which made him even feeling better, and be able to walk again. Before my dad came back home here in New York, Uncle Jundy’s health was already in progress. He was dancing a bit, he has smile on his face, and he even try to make joke. Read the rest of this entry »

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This is the time for our future

It’s November 4th, have you voted yet?

Just a reminder to all that this is the day that could change our nation in to a better one. It’s time for us to vote for the leader of our country. It is the time to speak up and raise our voice to the nations national election. Our vote make big difference to everyone in our country. This election is important to our self, to our love ones, to the next generation, and to the next next generation.

Don’t just sit in your house and let your friends or the people vote for you. You vote is precious to all, especially for the kids.

Vote for the one whom you think is more likely bring up the economy into its better disposition.


“VOTE!”

Just a little of this for a mean time

I just don’t feel like blogging anything, yet i am now way far from updating my blog. However, i got tons of things in my mind to talk it all out. I’m just so lazy to point it one by one. Like seeing Ann Curtis and Raymond Gutierrez in Manhattan three days ago, my new phone, the things that happen yesterday about the “follow what i say but don’t follow what i do” , dad’s thing, and my plans for next year.

“sorry, im just not in the mood of blogging it at moment, yet promise i will blog it out next time!”

and oh yeah! we are now currently observing the fall daylight time saving. the time goes back an hour. so, i still got an hour more of sleep compare to the summer time daylight time saving. now i could wake up early with no hesitation, and not being a lazy ass every morning. :)

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I’m in PLURK, too!

Hi guys! just an update.

I just recently signed up in this cool social community site called PLURK.com. I saw this link from my very lovable ate JEN a.k.a. burinj, my big sister here in web especially in WordPress Blog. I met cool people, which i became friend with, and they are also ilonggo’s, (ate joy, ate apple, etc…), like me.

HERE IS MY PLURK PAGE

My first impression in plurk was it looks like twitter and acts like twitter. You post your short journal update of what you are doing, and at the same time you could reply to other plurks. However, plurk gets you organize, and follow your specific post, and your friends reply on that said specific post in one page. Yes, it is really organize but I don’t know if i said it right, just bare with me. Addition to that, not only you and one of your friend could converse to each other but also your other friends that received your post could see or join the conversation. Read the rest of this entry »

1st home made cookie

It’s Sunday and I don’t have work today. Usually I always work every weekend. I was hired at my job as a part-time/on call weekend floater. However, I demand that I have to have a weekend off, hence that i have school Monday through Thursday and the only days that i work are only Friday, Saturday and Sunday. I better have a day off even just one or two Sunday in a month, or else i would be so miserable to have a rest from my busy schedule.

Back to my topic. Today, I woke up really late, about 12 noon. If my dad didn’t call us out of who turn on the television at the kitchen, I might be sleeping till God knows when. I was busy in my amazing dream of monsters running after me, and the appearance of my ex. How would he be in my dream? I had never, ever, ever, think of him, and why he just pop out in my dream this earlier.

Ok. The cookies. I just felt like baking, so i went to my sister’s room and asked her if she wants some cookies, and said yes. Without knowledge of what kind of cookie I would bake, I told my sister to prepare the flour, butter, and sugar. And as for me, I went to my computer and search of what kind of cookie should i bake. I found some good cookies at allrecipes.com.The one that really put me mouth watery is the butter cookie.

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This is my “ONE WAY LOVE”

That’s my question, why baby, why?

I received a text message from him this afternoon when i was at the library doing my Laboratory Report in Chemistry.  ” where are you? give me a call, ‘I m in Iloilo…” I was puzzled out, ILOILO!!!. What is he doing there?

A pinching ache accumulates deep in my chest. So, i gave him a call immediately.

“baby, what the heck are you doing in Iloilo?!” For cried out loud. I can’t believed that he is laterally in Iloilo. I could hear the rooster in the background sound. I was so astonished that this man, who always calls me and tells me where and what he is doing just left without a call or a text. And now he is telling that he will be away not until the first week of next month.

Iloilo is one of the Visayans province in the Philippines. It is where he was born. I don’t even know which part of iloilo exactly he is right now, but I hope that he will take care of his self, especially in Manila. That guy doesn’t even understand Tagalog nor speak it. Yet, I guess he will survive, he is a person that does the impossible and has its own creativity in life. He’ll make his way, unless this guy will get crazy into is being self centered state. Read the rest of this entry »

My achy breaky back.

I just fell from the sink to the floor like 30 minutes ago. Yeah, i mean sink in the bathroom, and that sink was about my waist high. Imagine that, falling on your back,  feet high in the air, and looking silly like a turtle trying to get back unto her feet.

I don’t know why in first place i sat on that sink. However,I always have this guts to sit at the counter top of my bathroom sink while looking at my ugly face at the mirror. That was the first fall I had in my own bathroom, and from the sinkI I haven’t yet fell from the bathroom aside from the bathtub (lol).

The sequence. I was just getting ready for the night, so i took a shower, blah blah blah, and after that I washed my face by the sink. I was just putting moisturizer on my face when i suddenly though about sitting at the counter top of the sinks. What a brilliant idea! This way, i won’t force myself to do tiptoe while applying some moisturizer, right?! When I was setting myself on it, i wasn’t aware that I was at the edge of the counter top. Then suddenly I was, “oh-oho” then i realized i was at the verge of falling down. Man! my position is like I’m about to do back flip yet I didn’t have a chance to flip over completely, and so, I landed on my back. When I was falling, I felt like I’m taking 2mins of fall. Adrenaline rush came over me, and the moment is like a slow motion. I clearly recall everything im thinking that time and what i didt while I was falling. First, I tried to reach anything to grip on while i was falling. Second, I stretched my arm. Third, my elbow landed on the metal hamper hanging by the wall of the bathroom. Thanks with that acrobatic stunt, i got a big boo boo at my left elbow. I don’t know when will this Ecchymoses will fade away because it really hurt that much. But good thing it didn’t bang my humerus bone, or else I’ll cry and laugh at the same time. Read the rest of this entry »

Love Vs Lust

This is a reply post for Ate Jen a.k.a. burinj, especially the picture. I made it especially for her.
A lot of guys are all concern about what is under the girls skirt, and how big is it up the chest. But they always missed what is really inside of it and how big is it. I’m talking about what guys missed is the love, and how much the girls loves them.

It could also be vice versa. Who knows but just be aware.

Is there any chance that love could go on his own way and lust could go on the other direction? Why they are always “partners in crime”? One always comes with the other. hmmp! Like color black and white, sweet and sour, Hansel and Gretel, beauty and the beast, Ernie and Bert, especially me and my sister. We are different person with different personality but when our forces are combined the house atmosphere is like a jungle, noisy, like cats and dogs, and tom and jerry. lol

But me and my sister love the presence of each other because day won’t be complete without sister interaction. bow!

Illmotion-me: Good Luck to me

Last night was my roughly struggled night. I can’t sleep well because when ever i lay down the bed, it felt like I’m losing air to breath. I was on my bed, curling up my knees to my chest, crying, thinking about what should i do. Because aside from having hard time to breath i was also feeling cold, and having fever.

I can’t stop my tears from keeping falling down my cheeks. I was crying because i really don’t know what to do. I don’t know what medicine should i take. I was thinking about what other remedies that i could do just have a good night sleep. Until i remember my mom that used to take care of me when i had severly asthma. My mom was always there 24/7 to monitor my progression. Where i always feel my mom’s love when she is taking care of me. Unlike my dad he told me earlier that night that if I am sick don’t live long, just die. I was thinking was he really concern of me? Then i talked back to him,

sure i will be dead before you knew it and if i die, just pay my coffin, and don’t cry on my burial“. Read the rest of this entry »

Twilight Movie showing on November 21st

Yes, you read it right!. The movie Twilight is showing more early than it’s original showing schedule. So instead of waiting for December 08, now we will be able to see it this coming November 21.  Isn’t that great!

I have been waiting this movie since last year. I love the story, it is so intimate, and the passion of love really binds the two main characters with perfect chemistry of a vampire-human love romance. From the first day i read the Twilight Book of Stephanie Meyer, every night i can’t stop thinking about what is happening in the story and what will happen on the next chapter.  Sometime I was wondering if vampire really exist. If vampire really are romantic, and charming. Sometime is even, dreamed about what i had read or sometimes dreaming of having a vampire boyfriend.

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Farewell Salute

I received a sad news from my ate in work.  She was also my colleague at my first job.  She told me that one of our dearest patient in were i used to work died. Leo was the precious grandpa that I took care of. Even he had a childish mind, I love Leo to death. There are no days that I never loved him. When I am in work, there are no days that Leo is unnoticeable. He has this times that he is speaking Japanese in his loud voice. Even it is irritable, i love when he is being loud. When he is in silent, we know that he is not feeling good or he is in a bad mood. That is how we know whether or not Leo is Leo.

choto mate, ichiban number one dai jobi!

Those are the phrase that registered in  my head. I love when Leo say please. He would pronounce it as “Pleassshhh….” especially when he wants some more of the crackers or cookies.

His cause of death was CPF (Cardiac papillary fibroelastoma). He died laying on his bed without head elevation. He suppose to have his head elevate so that he could breath well and his heart won’t have hard time pumping blood. It’s like a tumor in his cardiac muscle which mostly involves in the valves of the heart and on the left side cardiac chambers, where embolism is more likely present.

Whoever was there that night should know its responsibility.

“Dearest Papa Leo,

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you for everything. For giving me joy whenever I am taking care of you.

You always light me up with all your crazy and funny personality. You are the apple of all your nurses eyes. You are one of a kind. You are the only white papa that talks Japanese which is really impressing. I miss you when you say that you want to borrow a dollar from me because you wanna buy cigarette from a cross the street. I miss the way you dance with those “happy feet”. I hope you won’t forget my name even you’re already there. It is ” La-dy-Ja-n”.

Hope your in the good hands of God. You did your great part in this world. I’m proud of you Papa. I love you.

I salute you. Farewell Pa.”

R.I.P LEO 1920- Sept. 2008

Problimatic Week!

I forgot what’s my friendster e-mail address and its password.  I’m pretty sure I changed my e-mail from yahoo to aol, yet now, im in big trouble mix and match my e-mail and my password.  Was it the lady…@aol.com or the ice…@yahoo.com still. AAAHHHH~! this is all mess up!.

It’s been a week that I am already messed up. From my Multiply Theme, to this WinSnap license key, to my laptop computer, to this AGV software, and to the picture i edited. Man, this is crazy.

A concerned someone, awared me of the picture i edited, the first Asian Element Theme I made for multiply, is under a copyright license. So i had to take the picture of the girl down to avoid myself from trouble. So, the theme went from Geisha Asian Element to Sakura Asian Element. Well, both of them are asian element, so it’s still the same. Its just a theme, I could still make some more. I had learned my lesson. I won’t pick any picture in the web which has copyright, and i have to ask permission first before doing anything, unless the picture is all around the net so, they have to deal with it, not me!

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